家人

[家人] 這兩個字 。 。  
對我來說 。 。  
它們變得好陌生了 。 。  
以前只要相信 。 。  
只要忍耐 。 。  
我們還會是一家人 。 。 
 不過 。 。  
今天是我的生日 。 。  
上個星期我已經和你說過我想幹嗎了。 。  
朋友月我晚上出去 。 。  
我竟然說了 ' 我想陪家人 。 '  
昨天時 。 。  
你帶著我去買材料 。 。  
買完了 。 。  
你才跟我說要取消 。 。  
等下個星期順便慶祝外婆的生日 。 。  
這我沒關係 。 。  
但你還說 '上一年你們也是一起慶祝阿。今年也一起慶祝吧 。不用浪費那麼多 。 ' 這句話 。 。  
讓我明白了我是多餘的 。 。  
看見面子書 。 。 
朋友們給的祝福 。 。 
我才發現 。 。 
我家人都沒跟我說 。 。 
今天 。 。 
補習完後就回家 。 。 
早餐午餐都沒吃 。 。 
餓了 。 。 
我就自己煮快熟面來吃 。 。 
吃完了 。 。 
你就很自然的問了老弟要不要吃麵 。 。 
煮完了 。 。 
還把它甭到他面前 。 。 
過後才問我要不要吃 。 。 
這件事 。 。 
我看我都習慣了 。 。 
老爸剛放工會來 。 。 
我叫聲 ' 爸 ！ ' 
你什麼回應都沒有 。 。 
媽就說我叫你 。 。 
你才 ' 蛤 ' 一聲 。 。
 要是叫你的是老弟 。 。 
我看你一早就抱著他了 。 。
 


我從昨天就哭到今天 。 。 
枕頭濕了 。 。 
淚也乾了 。 。 
眼也腫了 。 。 
你 。 。沒發覺 。 。 
今天 。 。竟然是我最難忘的生日 。 。 
好特別噢 。 。 。 。 。 。 

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OLD :(

 

 Yesh . i'm gonna be officially 15teen on this Saturday . 

i almost forgot . when he reminds me . sweet

gonna tell something true . 

GIRLS HATE THEIR AGE INCREASE

AND SO DO I ! =(

Many older age girls will say 

" if you pangil old . and what am i ? very old ? "

Yesh . they might be older than me . 

but i just feel i'm VERY VERY OLD loh . 

can't help . i just can't stop thinking that .

maybe is because i looked too old .

peoples always ask 

" *pointing at me* this one Form5 and *pointing my elder sis* this one Form3 ahh ? "

and that time my sis will be like laughing non-stop .

and my reaction was  O__O''

sad like hell . 

no choice . can't blame my face . =(

still remember that my neighbor's daughter called me "AUNTY"

a standard 5 guy asked me which college am i studying when i'm only Form1

and blah blah blah . 

i wish to do plastic surgery after some years but the only problem is $$

so i MUST work hard to get $$ 

i hope i could success what i want .

And This !!!!!!!!!

I really wish to go badly to meet KatyPerry , WonderGirls , TokioHotel and Bunkface

i'm calling FlyFM i think starting on this Monday and i really wanna win those passes so i can bring along my sis and other friends to get high with me .

but unfortunately , i haven get them yet .=*(

SAD !

it on the 31st July , My birthday .

if i get those passes , i should shout out

" THANKS TO FLYFM FOR THE BEST PRESENT EVER !!!!!!!!! "

some of my friends in FB get the passes from idk where or maybe from Xpax 

i feel like wanna change my number to Xpax cause lot's of concert tickets are giving out by Xpax

but i think if i bought it , i wont give up my DiGi .

because lots of my friends are using DiGi and is i give up

i should be broke just to keep on paying the telephone bills . LoLs

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Can we pretent that airplane are like shooting stars .

Hey peeps ! forgive me for not updating bloggie for quite some time . Sorry Bloggie ~ please forgive mummy ~ and i know bloggie will forgive me ! cause i just changed bloggie's shirt and it took it for quite some time to finish it ! phew ! and it looks great right ??????????? i'm so in love with bloggie nao ! she's just so purplelish-pretty ! XD   And much thanks to sis for telling me where to do this ! i'm so noob i know ! =P


actually i have no idea what to blog . i just came out to make some updating for bloggie so that she wont be boring to look at the same post . Oh Ya . not to forget ! MTV rewards is near ! i wanna go but no tickets . T^T  sad nia ! i wanna meet KatyPerry and WonderGirls badly ! =(



Okay . it's 12 nao ! gonna sleep ! nightz ! =)

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爱上你 - By2

I'm in love with this song ! =)   the best part in the MV is the last part when they kissed ! awww ~ ♥

Happy Sweet 15teen darling . May all your wishes come true ~ =)

Next Post - Money Fly When Birthday Always Come .

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Sick =(

Yesh . idk why i'm always sick this year .



Suffering from stomach ache at first . then fever . then vomit again . i ate MeeHon for the whole day . can't eat other food . i never went to school today too . i miss my classmates . i miss my babes . i miss him . idk can i go out with my classmates for celebrating Shan and my earlier birthday on this Saturday . i feel so sick  !




Gonna take my bath nao . hope i'm okay tomorrow . =)

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Coolnest of SriSedaya

Yesh . a delay post . hope you guys don't mind . =)

Their school looks special cause it looks like a factory =)

Get our seats and we have HotDogBreads ! x)

I have no idea why am i opening my mouth @________@

Idk whos mouth is that ! LOL * Spot MeiFen ! =)

She says eating HotDogBreads must eat the bread then the hotdog ! XD

Anak perempuan I ! comel betul ~!

Disgusting hair ! eww !

When Spain supporter meets Germany supporter .

Before the concert starts . we sang Negaraku . = =

Kids behind us are adorable when they sang Negaraku but they're annoying ! ish !

Some speech by dunoh-who-are-they . =)

The opening session shocked me ! O______O
got spotlight lah ~ lazer lah ~ the sound sistem was like WOW and it's all much more better than our school !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After the opening . the show starts . the begin by some cute kinder garden student . dancing dunoh-what-dance .

Umbrella dance then .

HipHop dance by Form1 nd 2 guys . =)

A lil' video of them .

Then some lil' kids dancing ballet ! so cute ! got video too ! XD

Then dunoh-call-what dance .

Then 5 guys sang some songs . They don't sound good . erhemm

Then a lil' M'sia traditional dance .

Then the last one is the best but not the best . =X

Then go back school and be a good student . boring . =(

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